While I'm waiting...Here's a little message!
"Don't apologize for it...Instead embrace it..." -Pastor Burrell- Dear future husband there is a few things you need to know... Dear future husband, There is a few things that you might never understand about dystonia and that's ok. For example you may never understand what it feels like on a daily basics. Know it is a struggle. A struggle to know and understand that this isn't my fault. I didn't eat something wrong or do anything incorrect to allow dystonia. Know that when I am quit I am not trying to "shut you out", I just don't know how to talk about it in a way that you will understand. Talking about it means admitting that I have it every single time. That's a tough cookie to swallow. Know that relationships are hard for me. I'm not sure always why. I wish I could tell you because I would first tell myself. Pushing people away seems to be the easiest. For then I don't have to talk about any of the extra hard things t...